mmm i wonder if anyone reads this anymore

well if any of you do read this anymore then................... bless you. hah i will not get shot by Loki! woah my mom just read that and got a rather worried look on her face. well for one florida is wicked awesome. Disney World mostly though because well theres a lot more to do there and you get a crazy tan at the beach resorts, well man made beach but still. sadly i could only wear one of my three suits cause my new white one i tried to make fit but that didn't work too well and my fish one i stretched out. so grrrr. i won't tell you about all the guys i saw there but there were two in particular. k the first one was wickedly crazy hott. it looked like he had eye-liner but he didn't have it, it was just his eyelashes. it was kind of weird though because it contrasted with the color of his eyes which were really light blue and when the sun caught them u couldn't see his pupils so it made him look slightly mysterious and almost evil which apparently i think is really hott. aaaanyway he was on the same 45 minute bus ride as me so obviously i would do a couple of sneak glances which was hard cause they kept changing seats. when i actually did look behind me to just look behind me not to look at him one of his "pack" was all like, "hey hey hey heeeeyhi hello" i just kind of waved and laughed. then i heard them kind of laughing and saying if she turns around again i have a question for her. i did one quick turn around but again they changed seats so they didn't see me. i didn't dare turn around again. if they did say anything when we got off the bus i would have been like,"hey just because you're not as gorgeous as your friend over ther doesn't mean you need to be a retard" sad thing is that i would of because in was in that sort of mood. wow that seemed shorter while saying it. so the other guy i saw wasn't really a good thing. i was reading his shirt cause i thought it was funny. apparently he thought i was checking him out and he starting smiling and giving me looks. ewwww his hair was longer than mine and was an orangey color but he had a mustache and he was our age. then he started following me. i wanted to scream, "i don't like you, i like your shirt!!!!!!!" sorry i know you prob don't like hearing about all the guys 3000 miles away. i agree with Rallath when she says that our symbol should be more than just our initials. i don't have it drawn out but what if we have a couple phases of the moon in a pattern surrounding either a wolf eye with fire in it. bit complicated i know but we could soften it up a bit. k well fyr i know u want me to explain the whole drawings and the seasons deal so i might just e-mail it to you with a detailed explination for each one. thinking about going to buy the 30 seconds to mars CD unless one of you already has it